Im nothing*a song*

1. Not to trust these lies to myself,
Not to cry for you within my shell.
Not to be too silly, not to be so sorry…
Should understand it’s done up,
Must go on and be above,
It’s just one more sad-ended love-story!

 Don’t worry,
You will be alright…
I doubt you’ll notice I’m not here,
I’m sure you won’t cry any tear…
So boring,
Saddest, sorest words,
As old as the world
And even older…

Chorus:

I’m suffering!
All the world’s here to laugh at me!
All my past fears – to frighten me!
All my old dreams – to say that I’m nothing!..
I shut my ears
To switch off the voices I hear within!
I close my eyes, I try not to breathe!
But it’s still so tangible  - you said I’m nothing!

2. I
Can do nothing with my feelings,
Just watch how my blood is distiling,
I distrust myself, I can’t believe it’s real…
Repeat myself not to love you,
Cause love’s a lie that’s just part truth,
But this small part is worse than any killer!

 Don’t fear:
You won’t feel this pain…
I swear you will keep your head clear!
If I shout you’ll be out of hearing!..
Honey!..
You had the heart to say…
Let me fall to hell
And even lower…

Chorus - repeat

Oh boy, you can be sure:
I will never go through it -
I’m nothing!
I have need of you, darling,
And you know that without you
I’m nothing!..

I’m suffering!..
You laugh at me…
You frighten me…
Don’t say that I’m nothing!..
I bit my lips…
I hear a voice…
I have no choice… -
I’m nothing!!!..

Chorus2:

I’m suffering!
All the world’s here to laugh at me!
All my past fears – to frighten me!
All my old dreams – to say that I’m nothing!..
I shut my ears
To switch off the voices I hear in me,
I close my eyes, but it’s in my being,
And now I’m ready to agree with you that I’m nothing!..
…I’m miserable…