My birthday*a song*

1. I hate when they aren’t right
But have a face to tell me I’m wrong
When my own home is the place of fighting
Between me and people I love best of all
I hate when the happiest day
Becomes the saddest and the emptiest just because
They can’t confess
Or maybe even don’t understand -
All the problems are just their own faults!

Chorus:

Cause today
It was my birthday, uhyeahahyey
It was my birthday, birthday… today!
You know I never was afraid,
I don’t believe in fate
But now I’m suffocating of the hate -
I want a birthday,
My birthday…
Real birthday!

2. I don’t have nine lives as cats
To correct all mistakes we used to do
It’s painful when all your close friends
Become so strange and seem far from you
I don’t think it is OK -
The emptiness will never be the thing I might forgive
I feel me so lonely in my own family
That’s sometimes too cruel in its care of me…

Stop shouting and close the door! Oh-ouh
I’m leaving my home to wander about the streets -
It’s just a usual birthday or one reason more
To forget myself in the bottle of gin!

Chorus - repeat

 I shut my eyes!
I shut my ears!
You aren’t right!
You aren’t me!
I’m tired of arguing
I’m tired of you!
But I know it’s not the last pain
We’re going through!
You can throw out broken soucers
But I won’t forget your horse-plays!
It mustn’t be like this!
I’m moaning away…
I’ll never forget this birthday!

Chorus – repeat (almost without music)

Chorus2:

As yesterday
It goes its usual way -
A trick to play!..
What a bagatelle -
One’s birthday!.. today!
I’ve never been afraid!
I don’t believe in fate!
But there is a day I wanna celebrate! -
I want a birthday,
My birthday!..
Real birthday!.. today…