I have to

Why? Why? Why?
Why do I have to cry?
Will someone erase my tears?
Will I get rid of my fears?

I can't handle that pain
I can't hide from the rain

You won't see me...ever
But I will love you forever

I am slipping away
Please, help me to stay

I'm loosing my mind
You are the only thing i can not find

I must save myself
I have to forget you
I have to find myself
Excuse me...but it's true

It's true that I love you
It's true that I do
But I must move on
And my heart won't turn to stone

I'll turn my back on you
And walk away
There's no turning back for you
I can't stay

Life ain't easy
I had to learn that lesson
It's just freezin
It passes by with every season

And every step I take
I feel myself far away from life
And every dream I brake
I feel myself more dead than alive

My name is misery
I'm burning in painful agony

I'm going under
I'm loosing myself in you
I'm going under
But I have to break through

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It could be a song