My Devil одно из моих любимых

to Jim Morisson

The street is filled with sun and pain
It's wicked, but so beautiful
Just wait for me, I'll come again
I'll let U read my fantasies.

The only man I've ever loved
Is U. But U're too good for me.
I am so hungry cuz I starve,
And joy has gone away from here.

I'm not myself, but I'll be loved,
And I won't bleed because of U.
I try to breathe - it's not enough
My devil runs, so wild and true.

It scares acquaintances and friends
And frightens strangers in the street,
And I forgot just what it meant,
I hardly knows just what it means.

Come on, look forward, face Ur death,
Turn back into the blackest night
My devil runs, it kills my health,
But it's the only thing I love.

My devil bleeds my aching heart
It makes U feel this pain with me
U're near me, & that's why U'll die,
And these are wounds that u can't heal.

I hate this sadness in my eyes,
My heart is opened if U wish,
I swear that there is no disguise,
no dragon that U should unleash.

But noone guessed - well, noone tried -
The emptiness behind my smile.
this distance measured not in miles
But in beliefs of human heart.

My heart is opened - but U can't
Believe in what U see inside.
I'm not Ur Lennon, nor Ur Plant
I'm just a devil. I won't hide.