Confession

The internet's the widest web of lie
People escape the reality getting online
People are hoping to get what they never felt
Or may be it's running from what you have never dealt.
Pretending to be someone you'll never be
Going the path of jeopardy not paying the fee
Brokenhearted, misunderstood and dismissed
Are meeting right here at their feast.
The feast of confidence, fakeness and self-control,
The miserable party of keyboard and scroll.
No matter the reasons or pain I've been through,
But I became a creepy part of it too.
It started so suddenly, without evil or lie
Just some funny fantasies I wished you to buy,
Just curiosity… so filthy I feel.
You're so good 'cause you were so real.
I didn't lie about pictures and poems though,
I didn't lie about liking you, but you won't take my vow.
I miss you a lot. I don't want it to end
But the question is: will you forgive me, my friend?


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Forgive for what? Perhaps it's not my business though... Besides, forgiving is an intimacy act, I do forgive dozens of humans each day, but I leave it solely for my personal notice, no forgiven is duely informed. I was though intetested somehow to be forgiven by some people I did horrible things to. They never did so, preferring "nothing actually happened" mode of carrying on. It's stange but since then I do not operate "forgiving" and feel like nothing has actually changed. Except life which is getting more and more interesting every day, 'cause doing things is nice, and not doing is meaningless.

Angdor   04.04.2004 03:14     Заявить о нарушении
i think the one whom this was meant for will understand and may be even forgive...

Step-Child   08.04.2004 13:18   Заявить о нарушении