sadness and happiness

Radio waves between us now
And I still feel your warmth in me
Being without you ruined me down
And maybe that's what I feel

Your letters became my oxygen
I stopped being a carbon steel
But I've never been a gem
Thank you for making me real

I was a kind of pagan downstairs
Even though I don't believe in God
But now that angel in us dares
To reveal my feelings and thoughts

Each line I write you at that time
Is full of happiness of mine
I want to hold you in my arms
And yes, you are the only one

I will be willing to be with
Alas, the score is just one-nil
I care about you and I'm yours
And maybe that's what I feel

What I feel

Not being sure about your heart
I know that I am just someone
Who wants to endow you with all
For you it could be just wrong word

And all these tears I'm close to now
Are because I tell you what is real

I'm here without you down and out
But love - that is what I feel