Etude Перевод

...........................To C.J.

Promises… and our meetings,
Here we have the most deceiving,
The most wonderful of evenings
We’re determined now to kill…
We’re together, and so close now
Only stars in weird pattern
Like a strict but loving mother
Look at us from up above
There is not much left between us
Only memory’s old demons
In this night so bright and windless
We can’t live through it in peace.
But somewhere above the clouds
We’ve destroyed with words and pouts
Our love and all its doubts
Following the road of pain…
We should quit and we should break it
We should part and stop the hatred
Though the snow is so mistaken
Making me lean close to you.
If the days of joy have left us,
If the spring is not for two months,
If the last kiss like a traitor
Runs away from you and I
Why can’t we like normal people
Seeing only what’s within you
Hating all and loving nothing…
Can’t forget each other’s eyes?
If we do not have the courage
To depart from one another,
To start looking in the future
And stop lying to ourselves…
But again the fight has caught us
And it hurts with silly questions,
For except this pain and sorrow
There is nothing left for us…
So why do we keep on meeting?
Our love was made for dreaming,
And this odd and senseless evening
Soon will die from our hands…