Where is my soul

There are no shades no colors
Nobody moves nobody talks
I stuck between real things and my dreams
They keep on capturing all my hopes
My past and future…’ve got no stops
Still conquered, depressed and mute
In this cell I got only false hopes
Trying to find just something cute
Don’t know if my life is normal
I’m praying to the Eternal…

Where is my soul…
Where is my fault
Where are my thoughts
I’m like burnt gault…
I’m like a ghost…completely lost…
I disappeared…

I’m getting cold in this sharp frost…
I lost it all…U let me fall…
Can’t find the light…
Where is sublime…?
Where is my place…I’m loosing sight
Empty at all…
Where is my soul…

I’m like a savage beast
Trying to survive…attacking without fright
I live…this is my feast…
Rendering my soul and losing my mind
Offering up my treasure – love…
Who never loved…suffered and cried…
Won’t realize this bizarre life…
Still trying to make this all normal…I’m
Looking for eternal truths
Calling to the Eternal…

Where is my soul…
Where is my fault
Where are my thoughts
I’m like burnt gault…
I’m like a ghost…completely lost…
I disappeared…

I’m getting cold in this sharp frost…
I lost it all…U let me fall…
An’  if  I can’t die…
Can I survive…?
I’m like a ghost…completely lost…
Answer this all…
Give me my soul…