My thoughts

My thoughts and feelings are everywhere,
They are my ocean and my air,
that fills completely every place.
There’s no more room and no more space.
I wonder how these thoughts can be
inside of me, outside of me.
Is it a fable or a fantasy,
or is it true reality?
So many years I’ve lived in dream,
I lost self-interest and self-esteem.
I thought my dreams and hope were vain,
I was like stupid or insane.
I met so many different men,
They tried to catch me and to chain.
They offered money, feelings, sex
And happy life full of respect.
I can’t explain, but any time
I felt their false and inner lie,
They didn’t want to feel my soul,
They loved my shell and tried to own.
It made me angry and unconcerned,
It didn’t touch me and wasn’t meant,
And only you are frank with me
And show me feelings how they can be.
No word to hide, no lie to say!
No foul hint with me to play!
Just simple love that makes me free,
That feels my life with a melody.
I have my feelings everywhere,
They are my ocean and my air.
I love your love, I need you much.
I need your love, your kiss, your touch.