Our order-way

Many times I ask myself
Why I must work hard and study,
Why I must go through these steps;
It hurts my soul, it hurts my body.
Why must I suffer to be happy?
Why must I fall to fly again?
Why must I go through all probations?
Why shiny days are after rain?
It is impossible to change the order
That was created before we came,
And if I have no strength and power
I must go only this elected way.
I must be patient, strong and gritty,
I must forget about wounds.
I must believe in better future
And always do decisive bounds.
I don’t complain, just have some questions
When I am tired like today.
My eyes are sleepy, I wasn’t resting.
I have headache and other pain.
I realize I’m getting older,
I lose my energy too fast
‘Cause I have time for everybody
And time for resting is the last.
But when I close my eyes for minutes
I see your face, I see your smile.
And then I know that I am happy,
And no more questions which start with “why”.
You give me strength and hope, and power,
You give me everything I need.
Your love creates my better future,
All my ambitions will be succeed.
How could I live so many years
Without you, my only Man?
How could survive so many troubles
And never be blunt or insane?..
We always lived and live in order
That was created before we came.
We were, we are, we’ll be together.
It’s our destine order-way.