Being apart

              Dedicated to Lee A.V.

It had happened to the world in August days,
World had changed for me, but I had been the same.
It was love, which I had seen before in plays,
It had started as the hottest blinding flame…

I was young, but had been taught to the resist,
I’d been used to live so lone and reckless fellow…
Now I saw, those days I could only exist,
With the emptiness inside, the same with melon…

Now I breathed to our atmosphere of love,
And absorbed the thing itself into my heart,
Surely couldn’t get it to my mind enough,
Thinking over theme of being us apart…

Waiting eagerly for you to come to me,
I just tried to make the world a shining one.
Expectation and existence (timeless things)
Were for me instead of you and your heart’s run…

I could not tell your warm love from rising sun,
I appreciated it for being tender.
Never think please of my love as of undone,
For it stretches through my mind across its center…

I was feeling blue wile missed you being away,
But I breathed the same young atmosphere of passion.
Anxious thoughts increased in me with every day…
Was it new or just mentality’s reflection?

Now I waited for returning back to her,
Putting suffers and my feelings on the paper.
My remoteness had now started awful irk,
And I didn’t want to stay a minute later…

Looking back and looking forward to her face,
I remembered her with kisses and with worries…
I have left my darling in my native place,
We are still apart… My darling, I am sorry…
27.03.2003