Thinking of US...

I hope you will remember me...
Or at least once in a blue moon thinking of US:

...You'll suddenly recall the feeling of my kiss,
   My body heat and warmness of my touch.
   My LOVE, MY DREAM COME TRUE.
   I never called you so,
   Today I am - the first time and the last.
   Not once again nor ever I'll repeat it.
   Forgive me and GOOD BYE.
   It hurt so much and saying this to you,
   I HATE myself, my feeble body,
   And unstable soul...
   What should I do?
   What can I do?...
   And was it worth it?...
   
   I'll always look for you,
   I'll search you in my dreams,
   I'll follow the reflected image of your body...
   I'll crave for you,
   And always feel this loss,
   I'll long for you.
   In my entire life I haven't felt that pain!
   And still I thank you!
 
   Will I discover US in that ecstatic vision
   In this rapturous dream?
   US...
   You realize THAT US
   Does not exist, that all of it
   Is only sweetening creation
   Of poor my imagination,
   Just an abstraction...that distracts my life.
   So long...
   Stay happy.
   Forgive me my mistakes.