Heroin to the bird of wounds - english version

Please...
I beg you go away
From me...

Please, beg you, leave my life,
Let me live
My last minutes
Without you...

It's the end...

I curse that day,
When devil came to me
From the dark,

And he asked me to try
What you were -
You were fine
Beyond all earth joys...

I agreed...

Why did I
Find no force
To reject it?

Why didn't I refuse
To throw up
And stand against you?

You absorbed
And devoured
All my life...

Is it not enough for you?..
Gift me then
With seconds free...

Now, I realise pretty good:
Only seconds are left to end my lifehood,
I have no force to struggle,
And it means I have to leave
To wheels of fire and breathe
With the clouds of smoke and be freed
Of my soul in hell where my road
Goes then...

But this world's
Full of light
And of splendour,

The bird is floating high,
And the Sun
Sets in orange light...

You summon me again...

Please...
I beg you, go away
From me...

Please, beg you, leave my life,
Let me live
My last seconds without you...

Not so soon!!!!!

Please!..

Don't take me so soon
From this place!..

When I was born and loved,
And betrayed,
And let you
Get my life!..

Here's... the... end...