NOW

Quiet time

        the heart no longer find

Lost at once 

         the heart no longer knows

Falling now 

          cower in fear of pain

Know the feelings

           the anguish of unrequited ones

Tears they fall 

          Yet the journey not begun

Lost already

          Anxiety of a destiny unfound

Perplexed so

           Peace at hand, so soon it go

Extremes are such

           Can I say I hate it so much?

Beauty you be

            A storm of passion I see

Dream I hope it not 

            But of me, a nightmare has sought

A thirst I have

            Unquenched by the acrid taste

Freezing so 

             Wrapped in the heart of passion thought

Confused so 

              The emotions still grow

Answers gone

             Not of what I used to know

Drowning now 

             In a sea of stormy tranquility

Hope I see 

             My soul she fouls me

Glimpse I reality now

              The pain is soothing somehow

Still afraid

              That destiny is lost

My heart I still give

              No matter what be the cost

Enchanted so

              By just the sight of thou

Found I thought

              But with panic I am wrought

Soulful game

              The passions play

Dance a circle

               Trip my thought

               And kick my soul

Serendipity gives nasty chuckle 

Manic are the feelings

               Happiness in grieving

Perceived something

               Of what I thought I lost

Realized   everything

            Something not had

            Can it be lost?

Ramble now

          My thoughts be unnerving

Cut so deeply

          A fabric of emotion each stitch


Amusing how

         The heart so foolish

For now I want

          To kiss the sun

          Hug the moon

          Catch a star

          Paint the sky

          Fly away

                And speak to God

Thank you so

          For now I know

          Follow my dreams

                Is where I will not go

 

Angry now

          At loss of innocence

Crying now

           The dream not yield

           To nightmare not give

A handful of thorns

            Yet I embrace again

 

Fearful now

             In can’t be a sin

                To chase a dream

                Catch a little hope

                To kindle the passion

                That might begin a spark

                To face my fears

                Yield to the emotion and not the confusion

 So quiet now

              Peace maybe I have found

Wait, confused now

              Did I turn around?

                I can’t tell up nor down

But in my heart

               Truth does sound

                In you an angel I have found!!!!

            

With passion and HOPE.......