Me Against My World

I have my life I hate the world,
I have everyone and all.
I hate the life that confines me,
I wish it will let go and I’ll be free.
Don’t want to live the way I do,
My triumphs fall and so I do.
Can’t bare no more the pain of life,
No love, no help, just wish to fly.
To fly sway and see no more.
To be as a bird I don’t like to fall.
In some thoughts from time to time
I think why me and what is why?
Depression, hate and rage inside,
All is in my way no end in sight.
No end to suffering and no end to be,
What is the point to be and what’s to be?

No hate and life then what’s to be?
To be afraid of what’s in me?
Why should I hide the fury self?
Can’t cheat in me or chat on death.
Don’t care what others think of me,
I am alone and friend is me.
Alone in all alone myself,
Just hate in me and there’s no end.
No end to words and no end to life
I write to see and see to write.
To see the hate that will be feared,
To see things that make tougher.
To see to fight and to contend.

It’s not the end of things to come
I just began and hate is on.
I’m lonely dude against the world,
My wars are long and so are words.
Can’t fool the world or words,
Can’t fool the world or fool my words.
I’m true-life fighter I get no fame,
My fame is life and it’s a game.
The game of life is hide and seek,
Life point hides and it I seek.
If I did find it I wouldn’t know,
Because point of life is still unknown.
You tell me what I have to do,
Put end to life or words will do?
My life is like an unknown quote,
I live with triumphs and no one knows.