train of thought

my cage is locked
there's nothing out there
i'll try to run away
i know i won't get anywhere
same fuckin'clothes
same fuckin' words
a way to dispose
of the sickening feeling
that makes us the same
i'm so sick of doing this
it's all been done before
i'm just another one
for you to ignore
same fuckin' faces
same fuckin' shame
i'm so sick of this place
where everything is the same
i'll try again
i know i'll fail
i have nothing left
i'm so helpless and frail
so helpless and drained
i'm just another cliche
i'm just another wannabe
should i even try
you'll still be sick of me
i'm just another one with low self-esteem
tired of being looked at but want to be seen
just another sick fucker
to make something up
like your pain is worth something
you know it won't stop
look,there's no one listening
they've heard it all before
i'm just another one
for you to ignore
i'm just another one
with my eyes painted black
all powerful and evil
but you won't look back
same feelings again
expressed the same way
weakness and anguish
cry in dismay
looking for words true and simple
ending up quoting things said before
i'm just another one
for you to ignore
why is everything dead?
why isn't there more?
why am i just another one
for you to ignore?..