Will You Miss Me When I m Gone?

I am tired of helping out everybody,
No one seems to answer my trouble.
Friend in trouble and I'm there to help you,
When I'll stumble what will you do?
Fear, never show it because it in me,
Battling the life time condition that will kill me.
I am sick with kindness and belief,
Now thanks to yall I have only grief.
Suffering hurts with no one around,
You are not there and I'm still down.
The world is full of death and danger,
Even my friends think I'm a stranger.
No one will help me out of my abyss,
But when I'm gone who will you miss?

Will you miss when I'm gone?
I loved this life but now I'm dying.
I'm trying to piece my life together,
What is the use in trying?

Friends turned away from me,
Now I only see their backs.
No future because its hopeless,
Because death is coming to me on track.
Cowards die together but I'm not one,
I wanted to live forever, looks now that I'm gone.
I'm trapped in this world of liars,
Friends who pretend then they fry us.
Is it a curse I'm living?
How can I love someone when I'm always screaming?
When I cry there is no shame, I know it,
There is only shame in those who made me sorry.
I'm alive and I'm in a hurry,
If I'm not dying then why is my vision blurry?
How did it ever come to this?
When I'll be gone whom will you miss?

Will you miss when I'm gone?
I loved this life but now I'm dying.
I'm trying to piece my life together,
What is the use in trying?