For the One

It is heavily rainy and scaring stormy outside
The arrows of lighting are seen in the night
They’ve gone through my head, become exhausted outside of my ear
Making dead loop. But in my thoughts, I seen you, dear.

Listen, my angel, you cracked your wings with senseless wind
You lost your self-control and fell effortlessly, the wound is deep
The whim of consciousness became your tiny catastrophe
You know, Your Foolishness, these moods just piss me off

Given some thought about my Self, I came to this idea:
I cannot be all day ecstatic; you should support me, dear
When there are no stars and it’s rains all night inside
Come to me in my dreams and give me your blissful light

For now, these useless thoughts are done. Moreover,
I have a secret just for you: I want to die! I want it over! 
Today I’ll be truthfully insane and joyful regardless of the weather
I’d like to close my eyes and feel you by with wisdom of a pleasure

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But you should know, my lovely angel,
I hate your careless blowouts
The only thing reserved is anger
Mixed with love and care in your night.