AnnaChronism

What do I do now?  Where do I go?
Who do I trust?  What do I know?
Should I sit waiting here down by your door?
Are you a saint?  Are you a whore?
Where are you now, my dear friend,
Light of my  sun, love without end,
My charming goddess, my monster girl,
Where did you go?  Where in the world?!
Did you go drinking with friends of mine
While I sit here and slowly die?
What are you thinking?  What’s on your mind?
I really wonder, I wonder why
You even bothered phone-calling me
If you don’t care… Oh, can’t you see
That I am down on my fucking knees?
Hey, are you blind?  Oh baby, please,
Give me a break, just let me go,
Or stay with me.  I need you so,
But I am just a simple man:
I really do the best I can
To make you happy, make you smile
To make you human for a while,
To melt the iceberg of your heart…
Why do you have to make us part
Now, that the Spring is almost here:
Do not you want me to be near –
To keep you warm, to comfort you…

It’s all in vain. I wish I knew
What a mistake it was to try to tame you dear.
Time goes by.  The bottle’s emptied.  Hope is low.
It’s getting late.  I’m gonna go.

12 Января 2002