Reason.. not

a reason for
the world to
explode at once
and
be not mine.
the mass graves caught between the walls
to moan like those of thine…
i…
heard it first just when…
just when the funeral came to pass.
and no one took it then,
and i was put beyond the whitened glass…
not heard now…
inner hearing is deaf…
and inner sight?
not better than before and after…
after your departure…
this vile theft…

what more can they propose?..
beloved husband"s lost, and not alone…
if only, only if i could oppose
my cursed, cursed throne…

but no. it killed him. killed him -
i…

"m being tortured ever after…

(11 мая 2001, 23:25)


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