the past

so i've heard that my body was found,
bruised and beaten,
right there, by your window,
in the snow, on the ground.
oh it wasn't allowed
to just lie there,
i know.
i'm so sorry.

you have passed what was left of me by,
you have left no goodbye,
you just sailed away
like you know you were meant to,
for glory.

you have left me invisible.
i disappeared
just as soon as you set on your way.
look, my body's so miserable,
left for decay.
what a story.

all the dungeons explored,
no more dragons to slay,
no more kings to obey,
you are gone, on your way -
happy hunting!

i was left on the ground.
i'm so sorry I sound
this damn silly right now,
but the truth is, somehow
i will get back the reason to rise
from the ashes.
i will haunt you again,
when the time comes i won't be that dead
anymore.

nevermore
i'll surrender.
my beloved december's
standing outside your window again.
be a man,
don't look back,
let it go.

i don't know
but i hope you will find what you seek.
from now on
not a thought will be wasted on you.
i am true to my word.
letting go
is so easy.
please do.