No, I am not in love

(hope one day I’ll get rid of this feeling to you…)

No, I am not in love, it’s just a kind of craziness,
You see, my blood runs faster when I hear your spelling voice…
Your joking drives me mad but turns into an emptiness -
I miss you though I know you laugh at me or even worse…

No, I am not in love, I’m just a kind of stupid girls,
One “nothing special” more to make you proud of yourself:
I know you know I realise I’ll have to fail or fall
But, sorry, I’m not strong enough to go through this hell…

No, I am not in love, I think I am just badly ill,
I hate you for the hurt you have done but just need you more  -
You’re like the drugs I can’t give up, the sweetness which can kill:
I may deny, try to forget but can’t shut up the door…

No, I am not in love: it means the hope – I have no one…
But you’re the air I breathe though it is dangerous for me.
You’re not afraid to lose cause you know that I always come
But I can’t bear it more… I pay too much though never win…




30/06/04